Please
Be delicate if you hug her
Please
Be sincere if you say those three words
Please
Be gentle if you truly love her
Please
Be intuitive if you want to understand her
Please
Be everything to her if you want her

I was in my room shattered. I thought he loved me. I saw a vision of a life with a man who turned out to be a child. Not a boy but a child who ran away because he was terrified. He was scared of the word love. It became too real. He tarnished my soul. He took something away that I can’t put my finger on. I turned off the light and crawled underneath the covers. I couldn’t close my restless eyes. My world had crumbled. How can a man touch my skin the way he did and walk away? How can a man kiss these lips and walk away? It felt like I was on a roller coaster and I was no longer going up hill. It was all down hill and could feel the crashing of the silent wind echo. Although he may have thought he had broken me but as I said I’m shattered. It translates that I can pick up the pieces and put them back. No man will ever break me that I can’t get up.

I once knew serenity as I nibbled on your earlobe. I once knew the sounds of waterfalls as you inhaled my existence. I once stood behind the shadows of affection as you stumbled in silence. I once saw the tormented mist in your gut wrenching eyes. I once fell madly in love with your naval and collarbone. I once knew the honey oozing off your tongue. I once knew the lilacs and daises shining under our secret garden. I once knew the meaning of love when I saw you blush. I once cared for your everlasting lightning soul. I once saw you seeking truth in the gravel. I once fell in love with your fireworks. All I can see is your tormented mist in the dark where we use to be close.

If I could run away
I’d join a flying circus
Chat with the lions
Chant with the crowd
Joke with the clowns
Dance with the acrobats
Crawl with the trapeze artists
Hide with the magician
Wrestle with the roar of the tiger
Walk with the Bear
Fall in love with the sideshow
Sit between the caramel apples
and the cotton candy
If I could run away
It wouldn’t solve any of my problems
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The fables between us
Satirical metaphors prance
The ironies bleed pretty white lies
Sarcasm bursts like ejaculation
Covered in Satan’s thick liquid
Storybook pages stick together
The fables between us
Sardonic recitals
Recited by jesters and
Ponies dance in time while
His portal opens to swallow us all
Sadistic hymns
Written by gargoyles and
Unicorns prance in the clocks while
Her throat opens to consume the tale
Sadistic hymns
Hummed at Sunday Mass
Panic the court and
Constable is lighted aflame
Tarnished fairy tales
Scripted by euphoric lovers
Dripping sweat lingers in the air
Scent of religious perfume
Lurks between the satin sheets
Tarnished fairy tales
Playwrights
Tragedians
Star-crossed nothing
But sky
Moonlight paints you
Angel white and me
The daemon
Stonewashed dogma
Doctrines drenched in your spit
Undressed teachings
Relentlessly misinterpreted
Forgotten verses
Lyrics shredded
Constantly concaved
Staring into the phantasm
Sucked in by your gospel
Stonewashed dogma
Canon loaded
Peace be with you…
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Sweet brown sugar
Habenero pepper on her lips
Invigorating serene eyes
Dashing wild smile
Intellectual stimulating
Culturally educated
Admiring her heritage
Embracing her history
to build a brilliant future
Desiring your seductive mind
Appreciating the center
Itching to just be beside you
Absorbing your presence
Thoughts of you are magical

He traded a Jose Canseco
baseball card for a catchers mitt
He gave his best friend twenty bucks
to ask Robin Metzger out for him
He took his graduation money
to purchase a car that lasted 8 months
He took an ounce of weed
to college to bribe his teacher
He asked his cell mate
for a pack of cigarettes
He got out of prison four years later
and had no clue where he was
The stench will never disappear. I sit here in agony replaying the years in my head. I stare into the pitch black and contemplating the decisions that I have made in my colorful life. I was a jester. I have discarded all the useful cards in the deck only leaving myself with only a few to hold in my tired hands. I steer away from the root. I run away from the tears that refuse to see the sun. I was the fool in believing in the word forever. You took me for granted. I took you for granted. You didn’t have the ability to own up in your own mistakes. You chose to be stagnant. I thought I was the infant in this relationship. I took my vows seriously. My heart is full of mush, layers of sensitivity, and the cream you find in the center of a donut. I wanted more. I craved depth. I took responsibility of my actions. I stumbled away shapeless seeking the truth. I am a lost soul. All I can see is a twinkling light. I will find my way out. If there is one thing I do well it’s being persistent. Nobody will tell me I can’t do something.

She has eyes like the sunrise
and deep scabs like diamonds
She has darkness in her clouds
and she could see the light
She has everlasting dreams
and tenderness in her veins
She has discolored nightmares
and the blood drips from her wounds
She has beauty in her mind
and fears up on a shelf
She has loyalty in a grip
and dedication on her sleeve
She has a glass world of love
and sensitivity woven in her skin
She has purity in her voice
and gentleness in her spirit

Lines of a paradox
Dilemmas constructed
Opposing reconciliation
Barricades in an octagon
Stuck between hazards
and a lake of perplexity
Sitting in contradictions
and diffused complications
Soaked from spatter
In opaque perception
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I fear the oceans water
I dread the depth
I look away from the oceans water
I can’t see the bottom
I hide from the oceans water
I detest the slippery feel
I stand miles away from the oceans water
I hate what it represents
I despise the oceans water
I refuse to embrace it
I run from the oceans water
I know the harm and danger

Behind dreary and restless clouds
She writes under a vivid pseudonym
Disguised and distinguished to the brim
Covering every inch of the tapestry
Dressed up in lavish innuendos
Only wearing a sheath of tingling dismay
Sewn and stitched to the eyelashes
Carefully placing a bookmark on page 98
A writers block glued to the forehead
Paragraphs trapped in a corridor
A preface floating in a cylinder
Guided by penetration and fantasy

Disregard
the aroma of the carousel
Disregard
the unforgettable thirst
Disregard
the saturating hunger
Disregard
the mist in your tone
Disregard
the fears that dwell inside
Disregard
the yearnings you bury
Disregard
the cravings you once had
Disregard
the sarcasm in this riddle
Disregard
the awakening of the tension
I am accepting
that you continue to disregard me

Roaring parking meters
Stoplights slurring
Traffic jams sound like an arcade
Vendors flipping dollars
Counting change in thin gloves
Smiles parading like a festival
Inhaling the scent of hot dogs
Car doors slamming
Taxi cabs galore
Newspaper stands hand shakes
Concrete greetings
Tap dancing on pavement
Bartenders barking like a pit bull
Candy shops humming sweetness
Downtown in a ornament
Brick walls glaring spray paint
Little Anthony circling fire hydrants
Simone shouting obscenities
Dimes shoved in a jukebox
Ingredients of simplicity

Florescent wildfire
A scattered chill
Ignited by your tongue
World class enthusiast
Lessons learned
Sincerely apologetic
Exposed to your
magnetizing glass world
Sensing fragility
But armor and strength
Cherishing every second
Recording your laughter
Questions compiling
Curiosity rises
Raising me to the clouds
Wishing for three more hours

Untamed and unforgettable
Ripple effect spreads like a disease
Lip licking and chomping
Like a wounded dog without a collar
Even your shadows cry
All you do is scratch
Tick tock…
Chasing traumatized winds
Clotheslined by barbwire
A feared and reckless beast
Gnawing at my insides
Even your skin is distasteful
All you do is claw
Tick tock…
Crippling my essence
Ruthless and disturbing you crawl
A relentless bitch
Foaming at the mouth
Even your tears want to run from you
All you do is manipulate
Tick tock…
You won’t know what hit you

Pearl of the generation
A gypsy in psychedelic rock
Chugging beers in her bellbottoms
The queen of Woodstock
Unforgettable decorated wail
In the circle of the blues
Never drove a Mercedes Ben
Taking a piece of my heart
Playing Try just a little harder
over and over
Addictions took her away
Forever Me and Bobby McGee

Eyes filled of ocean blue
A smile that turns me into mush
Unexplainable amounts of love
Precious and adorable
Billion dollar laughter
In awe of his presence
A curious personality
Blessed and lucky on the inside
Skewed perception
Perhaps off white
layered in complexity
gazing at simplicity
Efficiency is critical
order is a pillar
Labeled and identified
Root causes are visual
Painted problem solver
in tuned sentiments
Unbiased points of view
Visionary eyes of reality
splashes of confidence
covers my creative heart
Willing to care about others
Too sensitive
Small circle of friends
see me as off white