Do something
different
Do something
unexpected
Do something
unexplainable
Do something
memorable
Crawl out of
your shell
Do something
unique
Do something
extraordinary
Do something
sexy
Do something
that I don’t tell you
Crawl out of
your shell

I close my
eyes and pull you close
to my chest
I opened my
eyes for the first time
to see a new purpose
I closed my
closets with
the hidden rain
I opened up
my crashing mind
to see my beloved soul
I closed the
stained glass window
to see the view
I opened up
the gates to feel
the flood from my eyes
I couldn’t stop
the driven rain

I feel worthless
No shine
Others are silver
I’m made up of copper
Very little value
Laying in cars
Sleeping on nightstands
A hundred of me
complete a dollar
Often hear “Keep it”
when change is created
I’m not wanted or valued
I feel worthless
One cent says it all
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Wretched old whore
Dirty rotten mouth
No filter spewing garbage
Based on wishful thinking
Lack of knowledge
Using terms without no foundation
Facts just mildew in her brain
Making assumptions
Connecting blurred dots
Due to her ill sicken mind
I could publish her life on line
But that’s right I have a conscious
To have friends you have to be human
To go to heaven you have to have a soul
Let God judge that not a troll

My written words
tell a story that
I refuse to unveil
You just don’t
notice it yet
You will understand
when I’m gone
You will be
on your own
with everything
that you wanted
all by yourself

I kissed your lips for the first time and felt a chill travel down my spine. I savored the goosebumps. I knew it was the beginning of something amazing. I felt love echo. I embraced the tapestry. I didn’t want to stop kissing you. I saw a glimpse of our future within the melting. I saw skies open up and felt rain dance on my tongue. I was petrified. A part of me was frozen but yet another part was mesmerized. I knew when I placed my hand on your cheek this was meant to be forever.


I am filled with darkness
and completely empty
I am losing touch
with full packages
I can not relate
Please fill me
with old clothes
to give to the poor
Please fill me
with toys
that children
can play with
Please fill me with
something meaningful
so that I can help
the deprived world
I am empty for a reason
to give others light

You call
yourself a friend
But you are not
One by one
Evidence is clear
Meaningless word
Slowly my contacts
are erased from
my mind that use
that word
Don’t worry
My friends are the
words that are here
before my
awakened eyes
I know where I
get the attention
that I crave
It’s from people
who don’t even know me
that see me in
a different light
I “connect” with those
that write from the soul
and the heart.
I can accept the loneliness.

I altered my perception
and I got spit on
I appreciated someone’s art
and got tossed to the curb
I stand here misunderstood
and the sensitivity got ripped
I’m not surprised
Their perception never changed
Conclusions arrived
Mentally strange and delirious
Verdict is in
Deranged and unsound
Distinctly clear
Erratic and insane
Shining clarity
Unglued and unzipped
Opaque personality
Cockeyed and unbalanced
Dull as a pimple
You are my taint
An empty vase
Violent torn shell
Fanatical and laughable
Incompetent and childish
Demanding attention
Cruel and heartless
She’s the semen
Filling up the prophylactic

Psychobabble is drooling
Filth sliding off your tongue
To a world that doesn’t want you
Chaotic rambles spill
Flourishing idiotic sentences
To only a southern cult following
Despised and detested
The walking anti Christ
An asylum meant for your family
Raising children to scream
Not speaking with an ounce of intelligence
Your mother should have used a condom
So the world didn’t have to put up with
Your nonsense and illogical thoughts
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I am used
to color a fire truck
I am used
to color a stop sign
I am used
to color a red light
I am used
to color flames
I am used
to color Santa’s Claus’s outfit
I am used
to color a red ribbon
I am used
to color lipstick
I love the red crayon
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From the glistening waves
to the boundless shore
Strings of love dwell
in the enchanted violin
From the untamed daisies
to the serene marigolds
Appetites of wicked flames
burn in a pink stratosphere
From the beaming sunrise
to the caress of your hand
Admiration is a blazing star
above Cupids’ Dream Drive
Shadows or darkness
become a lost road of lust
Only worship and devotion
entwine on this long concrete
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Strutting contradiction
spewing selfishness
Child like temper tantrums
dilute your balloon ego
Even the scarecrows
don’t want you
A strolling blood clot
aimless direction
A rambling anthrax
Mindless and foolish
Even the soulless
don’t want you
A marching eye sore
Belligerent and foul
A corrupted delinquent
Hop scotching bitch
Even the demons from hell
don’t want you
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I wrote a love letter
from First Street
with a black
ballpoint pen
I wrote it from the
depths of my cursed
frightened heart
I wrote it from a
place that I did not
know existed
I can remember
clearly and
distinctively
First Street was
quite riveting
The love letter I
sent from First Street
created a magical
mind blowing moment
The first kiss

(1st Verse)
I used to see you on stage
playing your acoustic guitar
I sat there in the crowd
feeling your hands around my heart
I saw you sing from a distance
from your precious soul
Every time I think of you
It makes it harder to let go
Chorus:
It was love at first sight
Was all in your kiss
It was love at first touch
There isn’t anything I don’t miss
You must have been an angel
For God to take you so soon
You must have been a saint
For your heart to be wrapped
around the moon
(2nd Verse)
I used to see you on stage
Seeing the tears from your eyes
I sat there in the crowd
Wishing a chance to say goodbye
I saw you sing from a distance
with your tender lungs
Every time I think of you
I love the man who you have become
Bridge:
I can still see you
in our daughters eyes
I can still feel you
under the bluest sky
I can still see you
when I go to bed
I can still feel you
As I lay down my head
Chorus:
It was love at first sight
Was all in your kiss
It was love at first touch
There isn’t anything I don’t miss
You must have been an angel
For God to take you so soon
You must have been a saint
For your heart to be wrapped
around the moon

Never do I rest
Some are addicted
Always being used
Some abuse me
Rarely I am shut off
Some break me
I am full of so much
Some ruin lives
I can be a problem
Some people die
My purpose grew
I’m often used
at the worst times
I have a price tag
Unlike a human
Please use me
appropriately
