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One Last Breath

Coming Soon – The Devil’s Blacklist
This collection has been revised from the original and more content has been added. I am an author at Next Chapter Publishing.
Scarecrow Hotel – Collaboration w/ Tara Caribou

Somewhere east along Highway 37
A neon sign flashes intermittently vacancy
The Scarecrow Hotel remains alone
Stained threadbare carpets muffle TVs
And tearful phone conversations
Sixteen parking spaces yet only four filled
Warm shower and a sagging bed for the night
The ancient bricks lure the demented and sick
Vultures eying through the windows
Black and blue clouds crying endlessly
Wooden floors feeling troubled feet
Surrounded by ravens and blackbirds
Five miles east of the bloodhound river
She threw her suitcase on the queen
Predictably it flew wide open
The latches never held right, just like her heart
Two changes of clothing to cover her bruises
He’ll never touch her again but
Wrinkled clothing and a wad of cash
Don’t heal scarred faces
The letter “E” is barely visible in the sign
Voices humming a overture in the cellar
Last names engraved on walls by spirits
Doorknobs hanging by three threaded bolts
Driveway gravel is black as night
Welcome mat covered in red ants
He stares into the chipped mirror
Five o’clock shadow daily dulls razor blades
Just like the rings that dull his once bright eyes
The phone bill shows her increasing texts
Every time he travels to pay for her wants
More hours, more money, more fancy things
Less of him with less of her, he looks away
Dark stories unfolding in the rooms
Sheets covered in lies and betrayal
Cigarette smoke stirring up shadows
Tiny cracks in every bathroom’s mirror
Brown mustard dripping from faucets
Stained tears found in the corners of closets
She hears voices not her own
Listens every day upon a rented bed
One weekend she opened her eyes
Bloody hands and a very dull knife beside her
Finally a quiet clean house
Ever since then she lives with a smile
Mama taught her little girl don’t take no shit
Storytellers, dreamers, and howlers visit
Intending to sleep but fall in the depths
Replaying memories of the past
Cynics and liars raise a toast at the bar
Tipping the bartender bullets instead of dollars
Quarrels served at the table tops
He loosens a tie used as a tourniquet
Money well spent on the tricks of a whore
Last Friday he played two gigs stacked
Brain damage found in riding a white horse
Picks up his guitar and hums a few chords
Remembers the eyes of a lover
It’s another night, another hotel, another road
A neon sign flashes vacancy nonstop
Full of headaches, screams, and lost souls
Built on a cemetery of the Crowe family
Generations of terror between 6am and midnight
Sleep is just a word inside these haunted walls
Stories never die…
Braeden – non italic
Tara – Italics
This was a fun collaboration! I enjoyed it. Check out her blog if you haven’t.
Milton by Firelight, Gary Snyder

“O hell, what do mine eyes
with grief behold?”
Working with an old
Singlejack miner, who can sense
The vein and cleavage
In the very guts of rock, can
Blast granite, build
Switchbacks that last for years
Under the beat of snow, thaw, mule-hooves.
What use, Milton, a silly story
Of our lost general parents,
eaters of fruit?
The Indian, the chainsaw boy,
And a string of six mules
Came riding down to camp
Hungry for tomatoes and green apples.
Sleeping in saddle-blankets
Under a bright night-sky
Han River slantwise by morning.
Jays squall
Coffee boils
In ten thousand years the Sierras
Will be dry and dead, home of the scorpion.
Ice-scratched slabs and bent trees.
No paradise, no fall,
Only the weathering land
The wheeling sky,
Man, with his Satan
Scouring the chaos of the mind.
Oh Hell!
Fire down
Too dark to read, miles from a road
The bell-mare clangs in the meadow
That packed dirt for a fill-in
Scrambling through loose rocks
On an old trail
All of a summer’s day.
Reinvention

Hello All,
I am sure many have noticed that I have not been on here in a while. You can find me on instagram.
I have not posted any new material due to some soul searching and over time you will see my blog change. I am currently in transition and reinventing myself as a writer.
I appreciate all of your support.
Thank you,
Braeden
241st Chorus, Jack Kerouac

And how sweet a story it is
When you hear Charley Parker
tell it,
Either on records or at sessions,
Or at offical bits in clubs,
Shots in the arm for the wallet,
Gleefully he Whistled the
perfect
horn
Anyhow, made no difference.
Charley Parker, forgive me–
Forgive me for not answering your eyes–
For not having made in indication
Of that which you can devise–
Charley Parker, pray for me–
Pray for me and everybody
In the Nirvanas of your brain
Where you hide, indulgent and huge,
No longer Charley Parker
But the secret unsayable name
That carries with it merit
Not to be measured from here
To up, down, east, or west–
–Charley Parker, lay the bane,
off me, and every body
Nightstand Drawer

I hold the most intimate
possessions
I hold your “personal” items
I hold your fixes and thoughts
I hold your chocolate
at the crack of midnight
I hold your lip gloss and chapstick
I hold the second volume
of your cherished diary
I hold items that give you something
that your husband can’t
Eulogy (Braeden’s Writing Challenge #3)

Stranded on euthanasia street
A number of casualties walk
on the chalk lines around the
thousands of the bloodless scarecrows
Weeds and black roses grow
in gardens of screeches
A morbid hawk hovers the emptiness
barking of a dog reverberates
Eyelids are glued to mailboxes
A mindless city stuck in the trenches
Watching television from the grave
Chuckling as coffins close shut
Numbness and laughter blend
Mothers cauterized by loneliness
Fathers gravitate to only lust
Avoiding love at all cost
Mice crawling from pillow cases
Skeletons playing poker Indian style
in front of the rusted closets
Using marrow as golden chips
Despair and poverty shook hands
Pull the exasperating plug
on any side of this hellacious town
Take a sip of cyanide before crossing
this sharp and dying town
Grotesque Sessions

Rotten and spoiled
Under a behemoth sun
Thick as molasses
Bubbling and boiling
Covered in a thousand ants
Wretched and horrid
Even the dog whimpers
from gory stench
Earth worms screaming
A ruthless sight
Accidentally generated
Even the stars hide
behind the glossy clouds
Ground breaking substance
A couple created
living off the land
No animal will consume
Forever rancid
Scolded on Cheap Wine Avenue

Chopped up dialogue
Interpretations of saturation
Absorbed by lost brain waves
Unfolding by a misunderstanding
Swallowing mashed up berries
Filling heartache with sand
Surrounding it with ten pound cement
Reminiscing the foolishness
Blaming the scavengers
Walking down Cheap Wine Avenue
like a stray dog in an empty storm
Plagued with expectations
Relentlessly undressing the wounds
Baring the char broiled soul
Washing the spots of hands
Praying to turn to the left
to see the state of peace lane
Blackout Hill (Part 11)

Woke up in the pitch black
Staring at the reality
Shackled with no hope
Barely crawling
Trying to move my tired body
Sounds of the sizzle
Shuffling of feet
Jameson walked down stairs
Scrambled eggs and bacon
glancing at my swollen eyes
“I’m sorry to hear about your father.”
A phrase that swam in my mind
over and over as I scarfed down grub
No time for drops of tears
No time for sadness
“I can’t stay in these clothes.”
Jameson paced like a rat
Imprints in his rattled mind
Struck a lonely frozen nerve
Nervousness and sweat blend
“I will get you clothes.”
Forgotten details befuddled him
Inside of me snickered
Ignited a circle of thoughts
Finally seeing a shadow
Outsmart the predator
Blackout Hill

Shivering thru the animosity
Like a dungeon with a stench
A fourteen inch rustic door
No remorse or guilt resides
Disappeared in the thick of the night
Tip toeing in the burning fog
Covering her tiny mouth
Eyes wide as tears flood in fear
Disturbed by her resentment
A creeping shadow stands callous
Locking her in the musky trunk
Mystic drive to Blackout Hill
A lost and unknown address
Between crumbled mountains
Surrounded by jagged and lonely trees
A splash of maroon stains
As she attempts to claw away
Carried like a new born baby
in a pitch black bag
Throwing her down like a sack
Gazing up at the scene
Fumbling thru the grudge
Licking a sense of familiarity
Slightly a recognizable face
Face peeks out of the hole
Replaying the anxiety
Cold sweat drips on her frigid skin
Confused in a cellar
Trapped in a vault
Laying on the frozen bedrock
Treasure Chest Award
Hello All,
I want to do something different. When I glance through the reader I see awards that are presented to bloggers from other bloggers. Most of the awards you have to reveal things about yourself answering questions and to me it looks like “homework.”
I came up with my own award that I hope bloggers will use. The only requirement you have to do is actually write why you like their blog with a solid description. Those shows that you are actually reading it and not just hitting the “like” button.
I came up with the title because if you open up the chest you may discover many talented writers if we all take the time to read them. Their work is the “treasure.”
You only have to nominate one person and pass the award around once you receive and accept it.
I nominate Kindra M. Austin. I nominated her because I constantly see her promoting others blogs. It shows she is reading and honing her own craft. Kindra is not afraid to write about politics, religion, and throws in a curse word to display her passion. Kindra’s writing is raw to the core and it’s essence has tough fabric.
Coaster

So much pressure
So much weight
But I serve a purpose
Protecting a surface
I’m movable
Depressed when I’m not used
I can see water dripping
Ruining surfaces when I’m needed
Please use me
Every day
Regularly
Check out my books!
Elated Joy Avenue (Braeden’s Writing Challenge #2)

Charming pavement
Dazzling hopscotch
Skipping and jumping
Appreciation overload
Barely touching
the luminous ground
Dressed in affection
Block away from the
Everlasting sugar factory
A smile away from the
beaming playground
Sounds of belly ache
laughter and pride
Wishing the entire town
was abundant of love
and respecting humanity
Hoping and praying
the elated joy will expand
beyond this holy cement
Please check out my books!
Empty Box

I am filled with darkness
and completely empty
I am losing touch
with full packages
I can not relate
Please fill me
with old clothes
to give to the poor
Please fill me
with toys
that children
can play with
Please fill me with
something meaningful
so that I can help
the deprived world
I am empty for a reason
to give others light
Inside the Scribbler
Burnt Memories Street (Braeden’s Writing Challenge #2)

Strolling down
Bleeding Havoc Lane
Counting the
shattered porch lights
Awakened by the
mountains of trash
Recognizing the last
names on the mail boxes
Falling aluminum siding
Mesmerized by the
paint chips
Boarded up windows
Awkward silence
Desolate skeletons
in the mourning closets
Tortured furniture
is howling at midnight
Roots below the ground
remain pessimistic
Only whiskey pours
from the ancient faucets
Slowly I pull up to the
street sign
Eyeing up the tape covering
the name
Tearing it off like it’s a sore
underneath
Burnt Memories displayed
Obsolete Paperclip

I’m waiting for
myself to disappear
I can’t compete
with the staple
It won’t be long
that I won’t be needed
just like the typewriter
Could you please just
put me out of my misery


