Proportions blown up
But I see nothing in the dust
Recognizing depths of fury
But I only see shallow
Fragments disoriented in your fingers
But I see clearly your distortion
Picture frames of happiness
But I only see gray and black
We will never see the world the same
She sabotaged the dance in the glass ballroom
I wobbled
She exterminated the jitters in the broken conversation
I trembled
She annihilated the echoes of magnetic attraction
I shook
She extinguished the blaze and tremors
I weakened
She damaged our fragile daydream
I froze
She obliterated and paralyzed our cemented love
I stumbled
She shattered our eternal promises
I cried
She abolished the state of confusion
I suffered
She consumed my beliefs and spit on the blood in my veins
I staggered
She smashed my sympathy and disposition with her concrete words
I spiraled
I flatlined with the axe cutting through my tarnished soul at midnight
Skating on a thin transgression
Meandering on a wide back road
Falling through a tangled excursion
Uneven and disarranged chaos
Deflecting the indifference
Lightheaded from my shortcomings
Crawling in my untouched exploitations
Juggling white shadows and black light
Washing away the birthmark
Recognizing the drawbacks and faults
Tainted in your burnt eyes
Bleeding drops of anger in my own
Crawled inside your minutia
Fumbling around like loose change
Boggled and mangled in a jar of deceit
Held by your trembling hands
Errors dripping like candle wax
Wide stains of fear cradled
Mishandled affection is a hangnail
Dipping innocence in spoiled paragraphs
Words thrown like sharp razors
Ripping skin while bathing in apathy
Discrediting and botched up
Miscalculating the rationalism
Dividing and conquering the weak
Ruining and driving names in the mud
Clutching onto the poison of the villain
Tiptoing around the matter
A pale face turns to be revolting
Choking on your lethal audacity
Like a black wolf in disguised
Witnessing you gulping corruption like vodka
Intoxicated by your brutality
Shaking my silence from side to side
Falling in your art of destruction
Constantly drunk from your vibrating sins
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1/16 inch thin layers
Appealing to the saliva of the dogs
Overrated and shallow interiors
Claiming to be a superior
A rancid exterior to animals
Gritting my frustrated teeth
Recognizing a frivolous mind
Intellectually inept and blank
A lost Aardvark in the desert
Shutting you off like a valve
Lacking the ability to digest
Mad at myself for allowing you in
A crawling fool on the inside
Seeking depth and connection
Seeing an overhyped individual
Kiss me until we see the dark
Stand in the showering limelight
Seal your vow in the music box
Recite your lyrics softly in my ear
Sing me a song of devotion
Hum to me in your hushed tone
Dress me in your secret message
Hesitate your seductive murmurs
Swallow your sighs and hints
Mumble your satire in your birthday suit
Leave me your pamphlet of ridicule
Staring at your cynicism and bitterness
Remove the jaw jacking banter
Make love to me like the rancid dog
Deliver me one honest sentence
Walk away like the black widow
Like a caterpillar in the midnight rain
Crawling through the hollow misery
Love departed in the chilling seams
Disappearing sentiments shriek
A Rendezvous slipping away in palms
Astonished by the copper leaves flying
Lakes drying up from the emptiness
Broken prayers misguided by the glare
Compromises thrown like pounds of dirt
Discomfort stuck in the tendons
Our love trembles and yowls
Agony settling like trampled dust
Gasping on the soaring affliction
heartache submerged in soot and spit
A romance ripped at the fingertips
Surrounded by the scalding temperatures
Violent cramps pricking rhythmically
Thickening torture runs down my throat
Weeping madly and in confusion
Seeking deadly faults within the glass
An illness dispersed in coarse veins
Our love shivers and screams
Clarity is a dark cloud dangling
in my sunken and insomniac eyes
Jumbled up words scribbled in my mind
Walking like a tormented disorder
Gripping on to the petals with my palm
Forever embroidered within my sleeves
Dropping it below my tattered knees
Falling to the distorted earth
Gazing up at the swollen apricot sky
Tears flooded like a waterfall
Our love bleeds and pulsates
Shadows of the gravestone widen
A fortress of preciousness clamped
Clutching adoration and admiration
Seeking answers from a growl
Tasting chunks of sorrow
Drinking melancholy from a flask
Elsewhere and gone in my pockets
A nickel has more value than my identity
Bitten by never ending and lasting scars
Latching onto oppression and misfortune
Our love flinches and grovels
Questioning faith and man made religion
Cursing like a drunken sailor
Angry at the curved roads without signs
Cut hands raised in the fickle air
A flight of exasperation lingers
Waking up from vexation in my stomach
Anxiety and headaches twinkle like stars
Burden worn like an army jacket
Distress sinking in my teeth
Anguish and inward sketches touch
Our love is seeking answers in the mist of our hands
Hunks of rubbish
Scattered bottle caps
Lumps of fast food containers
Dried up cheese stuck to a
week old pizza box
Sour milk and pickle juice
creating a horrid lake
Spread out diseases disperse
like ants and centipedes
Horrifying stenches linger
Ashes expanding miles and miles
Mountains of a monstrosity
Lingering funk travels like a turtle
Baking and sizzling in the sun
Like a junkyard in the desert
Rusty carburetors and mixed bolts
Tossed out old relationships like
last years self absorbed garbage
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Swamped in a fluorescent obstruction
Cornered in a sea of obscure glass
Dismayed by the faint watercolors in your pupils
Stunned from the 3:30am neon ablaze
Unwavering sounds of turbulent engines
Nervousness wedged between affection and tenderness
Marveled by the touch of your scorched hands
A rendezvous of an ancient wizard and a reborn artist
Playing with altercations and differences
Gasoline wasted like the dissention in the atmosphere
Barely tantalized by your curvature
Flexing the irony and wisecracks
Mocking jolted decisions and pointing out undersized flaws
Irrational sentences dispersed like trash on a uncut lawn
Ignoring her dyslexic and child like tongue
Once in love with the snakebite and tortuous virus
Abandoning a run down jalopy on the side of the road
On the left of me charades drift
Grandiosity shrinks in a bubble
On the right of me a cliffhanger wobbles
Sick brain twisters entwine
Like a stickler stuck in honey
Mysteries fumbling in the peak hours of the night
Reciting the sixty four thousand dollar question
Disguised by a painted enigma
Lost in a foolish pseudonym
Wearing a gray pompous suit
Insincerity rippling in my veins
A glass image shimmering in your web
Sleeping next to a facade
Making out with tossed to the curb excuses
Complexity and complication is a mixed drink
Tangled up in a maze
Kill my ignorance
Lay me down
Kill my soul
Choke everything
Kill my existence
I want nothing here
Kill my silence
I want to disappear
Kill my love
For it was never true
Kill me now
I’m done living
Drowning Lies Pass
Define the magnitude of one word
A parentheses around the verb
State the clarity in one sentence
Clarify the significance of the emotion
Stagger around the density
Between the solitude and frustration
Singularity sticks to loneliness
Revelations bound to ignorance
Disregarding the format of communication
Absolutely disheartening
Wasted chapter sealed shut
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I walk around with sanity
wrapped around my cold neck
I chatted with the in acid reflux
stuck in my throat
I slept with the hurricanes
surrounding the monster within
I fell into the ocean that
consumes the wreckage outside
I stood in front of the villains
that stole love from the monsoon
I left the darkest tunnel
to seek empathy in the light
I haunted grief like the night wept
under the hooked stars
I woke up from the phantasm
and threw away the silence to breathe
Exacerbated teeth
Displeased tone
Fiercely antagonized
Resentful up to the neck
Offensive esophagus
Twitching irrationally
Ill tempered and fuming
Provoked by repetition
Inflamed and irritated
Constantly harping
Strapped in defense
Whiplashing an offense
Sore and wrathful
Frozen solid to the center
A fistful of anger
Disrespectful and disregarded
Mouthful of harsh words
A storming outburst
Hanging acid from the corners
Bitter and twice bitten
Open up the wounds
One brutal tongue lashing
Constant friction
Embedded complexity
Honesty drains
Compliments swerve
My condolences to
the self centered
I will alter my pathway
No longer will I
be compelled
to leave twinkling remarks
Tapping my left foot
to the trembling acoustic sessions
Pouring out my sliced up heart
to a blind mannequin from Florida
Ignoring the gauze wrapped tight
around my twitching fingers
Manipulating the longwinded view
of the moment she packed her
things in a thousand dollar suitcase
to leave me empty bottles and
stains on the lavender sheets
Bartender, bartender pour me a shot
please fill up my glass of half empty truths
Tell me the melody won’t stop playing
in my spinning and rambling head
Paint me a picture of a crystal clear moon
Preach to the fire hydrants
the rain will put out the crying flames
Send me photographs of the future
with a bouquet of blossoming dreams
Write me a love letter without the
scent of scotch on the envelope
Tell me the six strings will reverberate
in my sea of liquid sorrow
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Like a sunburn in the desert
skin bright as copper
Peeling the layer of desensitized
anger off with bitter teeth
Lackluster consideration
Wrapped around her centered self
No longer grasping of love
Magenta saliva dripping off
his jaded and reckless tongue
Calm like a silent bomb
Ripped off exasperation
Provoking frustrations
Boiling animosity and tantrums
Scratched and irritated affection
Pecks and lifeless cold shoulders
Struggling to confine the stew
Outraged by the stillness
A piece of mind is endlessly shaking
You are a hidden mask
You are a contradiction with high regard
You are a picture without a frame
You are a weed in the garden
You are a chameleon in camouflage
You are a longwinded book without a cover
You are a fat lip with a lisp
You are a spider in the basements’ web
You are a leach in the morning
You are a branch that broke off the tree
Condition worsens
Lacking the ability to shake it off
From the desolation and isolation
I can see parts of myself wither
Deteriorating and dysfunctional
Loneliness spreading like cancer
Vulnerability is just a spotlight
I need to be quiet when given the
opportunity to open up
Condition worsens
Excuse me for the agony
Excuse me for releasing the red balloon
Excuse me for savoring the seconds
Excuse me for the painted torture
And the plague escalates
Excuse me for the false love
Excuse me for the disguised ignorance
Excuse me for gripping the treasures
Excuse me for giving all of myself
And the plague spasms
Excuse me for craving substance
Excuse me for aching depth
Excuse me for feeling layers
Excuse me for the strain
And the plague decimates me
Excuse me for suppressing oppression
Excuse me for silencing cruelty
Excuse me for breaking me
Excuse me for shutting down
And the plague ruins my insides
