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We stopped belonging to each other long before we ever had the courage to admit it. It happened quietly, the way cold seeps into a room without asking, settling into the spaces between us until everything felt distant, untouched. Your voice lost its weight. Your eyes stopped reaching for me. We were standing in the same place, but already living separate endings.

I used to believe in the illusion of you—that somehow your presence meant permanence, that the way you said my name carried something real. I held onto fragments, convinced they were enough to build something lasting. But you were never whole with me. You loved in pieces, and I was foolish enough to try and make a home out of what was never meant to stay.

There’s a certain kind of cold that comes with understanding the truth. You were never mine. You were only ever passing through, something temporary that I mistook for fate. I let you linger anyway, let you convince me that half-love was still love, that emptiness could be dressed up as connection. I stood there in it, calling it warmth, even as it hollowed me out.

You touched me like something familiar but not important. Like a place you could return to when everything else felt unbearable, but never somewhere you intended to remain. I was convenience, not choice. And I learned that difference in the silence you left behind.

Now, without you, everything feels sharper. Cleaner. There’s no confusion here, no false comfort. Just the quiet honesty of absence, and the weight of what never truly existed.

I am not yours. Not in the way I deserved to be held, not in the way that lingers beyond convenience. And you are not mine. Not now, not ever in the way I needed you to be.

We were never something real—just two people colliding in the dark, mistaking the impact for meaning, and calling it love until it disappeared.

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You picked me up like something small and shining, turning me over in your hands as if I existed just to be noticed. You pressed your fingerprints into me, and I learned your touch like a language—how you brought me to life, how I only seemed to matter when you were looking.

I didn’t question it. I didn’t mind being the thing you reached for when the silence got too loud. You wound me up with your attention, and I gave you everything I was without asking what would happen when you stopped.

And you did stop.

No warning, no slow fading—just absence. The hands that once held me like I was something special simply forgot I was ever there.

Now I sit where you left me, not broken, just untouched. Still holding all the life you started in me, with nowhere for it to go, remembering what it felt like to be wanted… and how easily you decided I wasn’t anymore.

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I want to talk to you about everything that hums beneath the skin of the day — about the way morning light spills like melted gold across unmade beds, about the silence before a storm and how it feels like a held breath between two almost-lovers. I want to talk about old highways and forgotten towns, about the ghosts in roadside motels and the poetry scrawled in bathroom stalls, about politics and power and the quiet corruption that smiles under fluorescent lights. I want to talk about God and doubt in the same sentence, about death as a doorway and memory as a room we keep returning to barefoot.

I want to talk about art — the kind that bruises — about ink-stained fingers and guitars crying in half-empty taverns, about books that smell like dust and rebellion. I want to talk about your childhood, your scars, your favorite songs, the taste of your name when it rests on my tongue like summer rain. I want to talk about space — black holes and constellations — and whether loneliness is just gravity pulling us toward each other.

I want to talk about humor as armor, about the masks we polish, about fear, about ambition, about why we ache for meaning in a world that sells distraction. I want to talk about love — not the soft version, but the feral, thunder-lit kind that shakes picture frames off the walls. I want to talk about the future like it’s a map we’re drawing in neon, about the past like it’s a burning letter we refuse to drop.

Mostly, I want to talk about us — how two minds collide like weather systems, how conversation can feel like standing barefoot in a river of electricity — and how, if you let me, I could stay there for hours, naming every color in your sky.

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Her voice slips into me like a slow pour of midnight wine, warm and reckless. Each syllable lingers on my tongue, sweet enough to forget my own name. It strums beneath my skin, a low spell I never try to break. I breathe her sound and feel the world soften at the edges. Even silence remembers her after she’s gone. Some intoxications don’t need touch—only the courage to listen.