Lake of Screams

I am the color I hope you never forget. I am insomnia’s rattle barely breathing in a colorless sky. 4:30 am, I lay my head down on a pillow drenched in depression. I am a dog without an owner. Without your presence, I am disoriented. The death of you shattered me into hollow pieces. I drown from the lake of screams.

Unconditional love, the tears of pain left me hollow . Your sense of child like humor, bellow laughter continues to fill my essence. I struggle to discover a pure and breathtaking love as this.

I am the color I hope you never forget. I am filled with sentimental decay. I carry my selfish tendencies within my exasperated heart. I am a scattered uncontrollable war glaring at my veins and grey bones. Without your air, I can barely breathe. I drown from the lake of screams.

Unconditional love, the silence echoes and reverberates within your picture. Your smile
provokes the loneliness. The affection is engraved but the sorrow is cemented.

I am the color I hope you never forget . I am roaming around in my cage chasing a monster I can’t see. 4:30am, I lay my head down but awaken from the tear dripping eulogy. You gave me the ink from your mirror-like blood. Without your tenderness, I am crippled within my identity. I drown from the lake of screams.

Unconditional love, I am sobbing endlessly.
Within seconds, I can feel your hand to pull me up to breathe in a new beginning. I am still seeking peace within all the pieces I can’t see.

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